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人生這段路
钱=实现梦想利用了半天的时间发梦
梦始终要醒过来
很想埋怨
可是没有对象
即使拥有再大的梦想
再远的目标
再强的本事
奈何口袋空空
一切都只是空谈
不得不否认
没钱真的万万不能
虽然还是坚持有钱并非万能
可是起码这一刻
我真的觉得没有钱
我的梦想根本无法实现
埋怨，没钱要埋怨谁？
父母吗？没钱他们也不想.....
自己？找不到理由，赚钱本来就不是我目前首要的责任
很羡慕甚至嫉妒一些人
他们不需要付出太多
只要有我的一半就好
他们便可以结合先天的条件
创造实现属于他们的梦想
有的人 家中富有
时间对他们来说不算什么
失败了 只要有钱就可以另铺一条路
有的人 更可以轻松的度过年少光阴
成年后 承继家业
当然这都是前世作的福
有时真的很讨厌自己
为什么不肯认命？
为什么就是不断给自己压力
为什么就是不能放下那一切梦想
简简单单的
毕业后过着平凡的日子不就好了吗
平凡未必不快乐啊
道理明白
实践却是另一回事
看着镜子里的自己
是时候买个指南针
或则买支盲公杖
因为开始失去了方向
下一步棋
该怎么走？
上一步棋
我又走对了么？
一子错 满盘皆落索
是事实？是雄辩？
答案希望就在不远处
免得每晚独自坐在灯火阑珊处
最后祝福自己
无论成败
一样幸福快乐 YES2009A tremendous experience in my life,
that was Youth Engagement Summit (YES) 2009
recently hold at Putrajaya International Convention Center, Kuala Lumpur.
 Many of you might heard of YES,
but may be only a few that know what exactly this programme hold for.
In simple words,
An action by youth, for youth!
This programme was proposed by Youth Asia Committee
Presented by AirAisa, thank to their CEO Datuk Seri Tony Fernandes
Sponsored by Sime Darby
Cooporation with Media Prima, CNN, SciCom
together with youth clubs around the world,
particulary in South East Asia.
This programme was meant for youth in South East Asia
Today's youth are more aggressive and they need more attention
They want their voice to be heard of,
either by the world, or at least by their country government
YES 2009 is all abouth youths coming together to express their aspirations and dream for a better future.
And proud to say that this programme was planned due to inspiration from US President Barrack Obama!
Everybody needs a hero, and President Obama's charismatic approach has undeniably influenced a dynamic shiftin long-held perceptions,
particularly when Southeast Asia's multi-ethnic youths are concerned !
Everyone needs hope to succeed! Without hope, there is no push and spiriti for someone to move on, to dream!
500 youths were given free tickets to join this first hold programmes in Malaysia!
These youth leaders were chosen among the SEA countries, they have the power to serve as 'agents of change',
and are able to influence his or her community as well as speak with authority, confidence and passion.
So, YES2009 is designed to be exactly that spark to light the movement!
In this programme, WORLD CLASS speakers were invited to give motivation talk, which turned up to inspire millions of youth across southeast asia.
This programme were brought on Live Show via CNN and also media TV from China and India, as well as some well known universities.
Over a million of youths signed up and there were only 500 fortunate birds wre being chosen.
The global icons joined together in this YES2009 were
1. Sir Bob Geldof - The founder of Live Aid and Live8
2. Nando Parrado - The ultimate Survivor and Inspirational speaker - Miracle in th Andes
3. Biz Stone - The founder of Twitter
4. Lorraine Hahn - Former Presenter for CNN and CNBC
5. Datuk Seri Tony Fernades - Founder of AirAsia
6. Gary Kasparov - Russian Living of Chess, World Chess Champion
7. Dr Mamphela Ramphele - Former Managing Director of The World Bank
8. Randi Zuckerberg - Director of Market Developement of Facebook, also the sister of Facebook Founder - Mark Zuckerberg
9. Yashwant Shina - Former Finance Minister of India
10. Long Yongtu - Former Vice Minister of Trade of China
11. David Magliano - Director of Marketing for London Olympic and Paralympic 2012, also FiFA Worldcup 2018
12. Donald Trump - CEO of Trump Organization & also well-known by his reality show - The Apprentice
Wow, wasn't its amazing?
Yes, it was! And I believe it is going to be better and better for the coming YES 2010, probably held at Indonesia!
So, it's tme to share my part of story during this programme!
Well, from where I got to know about this?
Is all because of my curiosity, I clicked on the advertisement shown on my facebook page!
I couldn't win the ticket to join the delegates from all around the SEA countries!
I invited 35++ friends but I was not selected to be the lucky one!
It was quite dissapointing at first,
but God often keep something good for me!
A friend of mine has been selected to join
thank to my invitation email
so she got to know about it
and lucky enough to be chosen
She received email about recruitment of volunteer for YES2009
when i got to know about it
it was already deadline for the application
I tried my luck
and once again, God kept a place for me
I was being selected to join the volunteer team!
It was really great experience!
I helped out in the preapration, packing up the goody bags and so on
But my friend visited me last night before the programme officially started!
Migraine klilled me and I couldn't make it for the first day of the programme
I missed Sir Bob Geldof, I missed Biz Stone and number of the world class speakers!
OMG!
But i was healthy enough to join the second day of the programme!
Haha! It was a great one!
You will never understand how fortunate we were, as the volunteer team!
We were allowed to sit at the VIP seats once the audience entered the conference hall
Having great speaker right in front of you
with a feet near
that moment was tremendously EXCITING!
I met Gary Kasparov, Mr David, Nando Parrado, TOny Fernandes etc.
Of course, emcee - Lorraince Hahn. U know what! She is damn nice and beautiful. SHe is really cool !
What make the difference between the 500 youth delegates and me?
hahaha.. I got to sit at the VIP seats and I GOT THE CHANCE TO TAKE PHOTO WITH THE GREAT SPEAKERS !
Hahahaha.. So i would like to say that, thank God, I wasn't chosen as one of the 500 winners!
Even though these youth delegates were being paid RM100 for bonus
I did get RM50 ! RM50? U dun get me wrong, this is not salary, just a token of appreciation by the organizer.!
I never know that volunteers are going to have that money when I signed up!
Oh ya, want to say that the VIP seats cost 950 USD !!!!!!!!!
ANd i got to sit there!
What did I learnt by attending such great programme?
I just can't define it!
But I would like to say, hopefully the lessons I got from YES2009 might change my life
I learnt lot from the speakers
great advice and great inspiration from them!
Also, first and ever in my life,
I raised a question to Mr David during Q&A session in front of all youth delegates, the VIPs and VVIPs
I trained myself to be brave to speak in front of so many people
especially in front of the youth leaders and corporate members!
I was nervous actually, but i did voice out my question clearly
glad to say that at least I don't have repeat my question
as MR David was clearly undertstand with what I asked!
proven my english isn't that bad ! hahaha!
So sorry that I can't share everything here
the lessons i learnt can harldy describe by words
most importantly, to experience it!
I really fall in love with the speakers
I have never salute anyone like them before
They have the power to change the world
They are able to influence the youth
as so they leader of the future world!
I wish one day, I can become as great as them or even better than them! This is my dream, and yes is DREAM!
Trust me, dreams can come true! 这样噢原来是这样噢
完全形容不了那样的心情
就那样吧
我呢？
就这样吧....
原来时间会让一切改变
分离后的距离
如果再次重回交叉点
需要多快的速度才能够填补之间的空隙....
我爱花，
所以我把它留下.. 爱情爱情
什么东西？
今天思绪总是在环绕着爱情这个主题
关于自己的
也有关于偶像剧的情节
到底
现实中的爱情
也可以好像偶像剧那样般梦幻？
爱情真的那么纯洁吗？
没有年龄的差距？
没有物质的衬托？
没有自私的念头？
这是现实中的爱情吗？
我渴望拥有那样的爱情
疼我爱的人
被我爱的人疼
多么的甜蜜
起码当我坚强到累了
还有位知心的
今天朋友问我
你不想吗？
我说想！
就存粹想而已
这一刻真的不行
没有勇气
没有能力
没有一切都没有
什么都没有
更没有力量做出任何的承诺
因为我这几年来
不断的在改变
不管变好变坏
然而改变的速度
就连我自己都需要时间
站在镜子面前适应自己的模样
在看看肩膀上的重量
以及眼帘的一切梦想
实在没有勇气容下爱情这门话题
因为我知道自己给不了太多
害怕伤害了对方
单身，没有什么不好
不是吗？
虽然寂寞时没有人陪伴
可是我需要面对的责任
也相对少了
没办法
凡是在我身边的人事物
只要属于了我
我就务必自己做到最好
最后可能累垮了
爱情？
不能强求
还是顺其自然的好！ 风信子哇!
终于考完了!
10张考卷, 不是开玩笑的.
努力了,付出了
希望成绩是预期想要的...
接下来
继续冲刺
因为还有很多事情要做哦
昨天看了不偶像剧
原来风信子的花语那么有意义
是生命
倘若风信子枯萎
要它重新开花
就一定要将它之前生长出来的部分除掉
留下根就好
它会重新开花
反之如果继续将枯萎的花朵留着
它将永远保持原状
枯萎
Be dead, and rise from dead.
死亡就是生命的开始
抛开过去种种不愉快
迈向未来
这就是死亡的意义
一切结束
重新开始
加油! 如果没有你太多的情绪 没适当的表情 最想说的话我应该从何说起 最想说的话我该从何说起 你是否也像我一样在想你 如果没有你 没有过去 我不会有伤心 但是有如果还是要爱你 如果没有你 我在哪里 又有什么可惜 反正一切来不及 反正没有了自已 不想让你知道忽然不想让你知道
在我心中 你多重要 既然你要自由 你就得到 让你永远都记得我好 忽然不想让你知道 你的爱我已经戒不掉 就让思念淹没 我不想逃 反正你将永远不知道 今夜星光多美好 适合用寂寞去凭吊 我们曾用爱互相依靠 付出多少不用计较 想一个人多美好 就算只剩记忆可参考 被爱放逐到天涯海角 我的思念你不用都知道 直到有天你我年老 回忆随著白发风中闪耀 至少我清清楚楚知道 你若想起我会微笑 Fantastic Record Breaking!I just break a new record in my student life !
A 2-hour exam paper,
I spent half an hour
then left the hall
There were 6 essays question,
every pages been filled up with my writings
Wow.. wasn't its great?
Lecturer doesntt believe it at first, he came up and check the paper..
He thought it be all blank? May be...
He saw every pages full with my handwriting
BUT
He will never know
what I wrote were probably rubbish
until the moment he starts to assess
I jz cant sit long there
I squeezed nothing out frm my brain
So, i jz wrote everything intuitively
Doubt, can I get an A, still ?
Uh, God BLESS me.. an A- is not bad though. God, can u hear me? 怎么了心情从高峰跌到谷底
学期终考过了五张
还剩另外五张
考到很差？不觉得
那么为什么从高峰跌到谷底？
就是因为“不觉得”
所以才担心害怕
或许你会说那不好吗？
当我觉得不害怕的同时
身边的朋友却觉得试题很难
到底是我太自信的自以为是
还是真的会作答？
我真的不懂
因为好久好久
我对自己的学业没那么自信过
就算从前会作答，都觉得不够好
如今反而挺多不会作答
竟然没有担心
反而还自以为是的觉得很好
天啊!
我怎么了？
原本的自信满满
却因为朋友们都说不会作答
而怀疑自己的能力
我怎么了？
希望这一次的期望不会好像从前
换来一箩箩的失望
希望这一次带来的是好的预兆！
A poem from a dadTO MY CHILD
Just for this morning, I am going to smile when I see your face and laugh when I feel like crying. Just for this morning, I will let you choose what you want to wear, and smile and say how perfect it is. Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry and pick you up and take you to the park to play. Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together. Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles. Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck, and I will buy you one if he comes by. Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concern at. Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over you trying to fix them. Just for this afternoon, I will take us to McDonald's and buy us both a Happy Meal so you can have both toys. Just for this evening, I will hold you in my arms and tell you a story about how you were born and how much I love you. Just for this evening, I will let you splash in the tub and not get angry. Just for this evening, I will let you stay up late while we sit on the porch and count all the stars. Just for this evening, I will snuggle beside you for hours, and miss my favourite TV shows. Just for this evening when I run my finger through your hair as you pray, I will simply be grateful that God has given me the greatest gift ever given. I will think about the mothers and fathers who are searching for their missing children, the mothers and fathers who are visiting their children's graves instead of their bedrooms. The mothers and fathers who are in hospital rooms watching their children suffer senselessly and screaming inside that little body And when I kiss you goodnight I will hold you a little tighter, a little longer. It is then, that I will thank God for you, and ask him for nothing, except one more day.............. - A poem from a father, writing to express how he feel towards the tragedy happen to his child. All he wants, just to have his child by his side ONE MORE DAY - U hate it, but u got no choiceUh, 7 more to go!
So so boring, undesired challenging
That;s final exam
u hate it, but you got no choice
E.X.A.M.I.N.A.T.I.O.N 命理轮盘昨天测试了自己生日日期命理罗盘
总结是
我的出现注定和别人很大的不同，心里载有的是满满的梦想和大志
可是却因为太过在意别人的看法
从而将自己无时无刻都摆在舞台正中央
无时无刻希望自己可以呈现最完美，最符合他人胃口的事情
这不但忽略了自己的感受，更掩盖了自己内心的想法和真正想做的事情
即时有比别人不同的想法，你也不会直接的说出，而是巧妙的依照自己的定律完成
却反常需要他人的肯定
失去了肯定，你就没有了信心，
所以你到底能走多远，不是你的能力问题，而是你要尝试活出自己，放下别人的看法
做自己想做的，坚持自己觉得对的，
哪怕这一刻是有违逻辑，当你成功时，
你便是创造出新的理论。
以上不是自己写的。
准吗？很准。
因为我实在太在乎别人的看法，别人的言语
我已经很努力学习
希望成功的那天
我已经彻底放下这个弱点
做自己
虽然这样或许会失去一些朋友
可是我却可以拥有自己
而且肯定会有一些志同道合
认同我的朋友
支持我的朋友
现在其实
我不会因为没有谁而不行
却万万不能失去自己，失去家人
陈荣业
加油！ How are you doing?Hello. How are you doing?
Are you still stuck there outside, trying hard to pass the threshold?
Since long time ago, you worry that you will lost your way.
So, right now, do you keep yourself on the right track?
Sincerely hope you are doing pretty well ! God bless you and your family.
Looking forward to your good news.
CHEERZ..! Let's share
EXAMTime flies with the lightning speed
Soon, has come to the end of this semester.
What have i learnt from those 10 subjects in university? That I have to sit for exam as soon as next Monday.
In addition to it, I just passed my CAT P1 exam excellently, an easy job.
Tomorrow, have to sit for CAT P2 paper, I wish God bless, and hopefully it;s a piece of cake again !
The hardest part should be the coming final exam of my major course.
Erm, revision progress is so slow. The efficiency can be described as - DOWN SCALE ! ! ! DAMN SLOW ! ! !
I wish both of my food Science and Accounting exam results will be impeccable!
GOD BLESS ME, PLEASE!
I have to make sure myself enjoy this exam fever. Please don't stress up! 爱情之所以为爱情你总说爱情之所以为爱情是用来挥霍
你总是漫不在乎 当我看着自己的稀薄 你编织的感觉难以捉摸 你比我的梦境还困惑 我看见爱情之所以为爱情 谁都在挥霍 我想的天长地久 也许只是时间的荒谬 我沉迷的感动与你不同 我的了解让我自由 但愿有情人终成眷属
而你的爱情幸福吗? 原来我什么都不是原来我什么都不是
别误会，这是一句正面的话
身体是躯壳
有生有死
从婴孩到老迈
变化无穷
既然有变，那么身体不是真实的
所谓的真实，是不变的定律
心灵是真实的，它不曾改变，某个程度上，心灵不过迷失，被蒙蔽
它是可以恢复最初的面貌
也好像我们常常说的 - 找回最初的自己
所以心灵无生亦无死
肯定是真实的
想说的是
我们一生无穷无尽
为自己的躯壳寻找所谓的美满人生
为它修饰上完美的外表
到头来醒悟才发现，
自己原来不过为一个不真实的东西四处奔波
更有许多人因为那样彻底的将真实的心灵蒙蔽
口说的每一句话，都不真实
心想的每件事情，都不实在
值得吗？
醒悟以后
才会发现原来我们什么都不是
我们其实没有躯壳
真正活着的是心灵，
或则所谓的灵魂
人老死去，
灵魂出窍，
再所谓的投胎转世，不过是寻找另一个躯壳的必经过程
所以我其实什么都不是
既然我什么都不是
我就要重新学习什么都不是的日子
要学习放下执著
要放下自我，因为我不是我，哪来自我？
要真心，要开心，要离开能蒙蔽内心的一切人事物
可能有人看了我发表的，会觉得．．．．．
迷信？胡说？
那你想想
人老了，病了
死去了
器官停止操作
接着脑死
而让人们生存的那股生命力量去了哪里？
力量是看不见的，没有人可以否认力量的存在
它是ＥＮＥＲＧＹ
当然看不见，摸不着
可是没有人否定它的存在
生命力呢？灵魂？
科学家目前无法证实它的存在
可是他们没有否认过
而是不断地查探宇宙的真相
这是科学家的精神
科学由古至今
都是不断去证实人类未知的事物
倘若有人一口否定我
一口否定灵魂的存在
那么那个人根本没有科学精神
因为科学里，结论是需要被证实的
天灾？人祸？刚刚考完会计考试，
感谢一切顺利通过
翻开报章
很不幸的
最近许多国家都面临天灾
很伤心，很无奈
看着报章刊登的画面
一幕一幕伤心落泪的照片
灾民们流离失所，
失去亲人朋友
我最近需要很多的精神面对学业还有事业
所以都尽量少看最近的报章
因为惨不忍睹的画面和内容会牵引我的情绪
唉。
叹气，
这些连番的天灾，
到底还要持续多久
灾民需要多久的时间来重建家园
多久的时间来忘记伤痛？
曾经看过一个关于当今世界的记录片
片里报导一些关于人类如何将自己的地球破坏
从而导致现在所谓的天灾，到底是自然形成，还是人类自食其果？
希望上天眷恋
让天灾停止
希望灾民们能够重新站起！
又添丁！恭喜哇！天大的好消息
欧文的家庭又添加新生命了！
他和老婆又造人成功
第四胎了哦！
恭喜恭喜
知道欧文喜欢低调，一家人安稳的生活
他的autobiography提到的.....
哈哈，所以再接再厉啦！反正有能力，而且有年轻！
加油。。哈哈！恭喜！ |
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